25 June 2007

I have no hopes nor do I have any expectations. I think that is why I am safe and I think that is why I am still living. It was not easy for me yet I had to do it. What made me do it? I don't know. I was living with this inside me and it was tearing me apart.And now that I have said it I feel so light inside. The pain shall remain but atleast now I can find solace in the fact that I am not the only one. You feel the pain too.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

as someone once said - pain. a gentle reminder of the fact that you are alive.

all that matters said...

@idle thoughts

sigh!! I know, but just that at times its just not a gentle reminder...

st. banger said...

the flames are long gone but the pain lingers on - floyd :)

all that matters said...

@ brick's ghost

And that's why I love Floyd..