5th April
Dear Diary,
Long time, huh!!! I did speak to you all tese years but ya, absolutely informal ones, a one word here and a one word there. As you know, life has been pretty screwed up. One of the most obvious reasons is my financial state. But for a change I will not ramble about it though heaven knows I have more than enough justifiable reasons to ramble and brrod and ponder over it.
The other persistent problem remains the stupid heart of mine, Agh. (I actually sighed after penning this sentence). You see I am confused about what I want. I mean I am single and I quite like my singledom. But, you know, there are times when I feel lonely and lost. And also, I need a lotttttttttt of pampering and that can't really happen if I am single. And this is not resolvable because GOOD men are just not there. Even if they are there they have done an exceptionally remarkable job of remaining invisible. *sigh* *sigh*
Lets just switch from problems to good things. The one thing that I am happy about currently is WORK. I finally have work to do and I am loving it. I have learnt more in the past 2 months than I have learnt in the past 2 years.
P.S. I read and re read it and am trying to make sense. Did I make any???
